sunday

thanks for your prayers and support... i am doing ok... i am worried and i am going to see a doctor as soon as possible... sadly, as a nurse, i should know better and yet, being just 43, i find myself thinking things that most people think, like i am too young for this and this wouldn't happen to me... you know how we are as people? denial is not just another river in egypt... but seriously... i am not taking this incident lightly... it has been 3 days since and now i feel it is too late to go to the emergency room... the emergency is long past... maybe i'm wrong? but i can tell you for certain if i have even the slightest symptom, i am so there... i won't even hesitate this time... i just pray i get to see a doctor and have the necessary tests before something far worse happens... unfortunately, it didn't occur to me that i had a TIA until 12 hours had gone by and then i figured it wasn't an emergency anymore... so i will see a doctor and pray nothing happens until then... in the meantime, i am in God's hands and i will hang onto Him for dear life...