i used to be fun, right?

i used to be in hot pursuit of the perfect sex friend and i used to be drunk and i used to post naked pictures and i used to swear like a marine corp soldier... i also used to be suicidal practically all the time and empty and sad and angry and bitter and afraid...

now i am boring, right?

now i took away the naked pictures, gave up my pursuit of the perfect sex friend and stopped swearing like a marine corps soldier... now i am not suicidal at all and i'm happy and peaceful and content and unafraid...

by giving up my old life i finally found the life i was looking for all along... it's kind of the half glass of water... is it half empty or half full? i thank God everyday He saved my wretched life :-)