here i am... i have a couple of more days off and now i have nothing to do... i took the tallboy to school then i went to work to fax my time sheet because i forgot to do it before i left... then i went to look for my homeless friend who i haven't seen in 2 weeks and i still can't find her... i hope she's okay cuz i stopped at the gas station right next to the street where we met and while i was there these 2 guys came in and, i gotta tell you, it was the first time in a very very long time i was nervous to be in a shady neighborhood... i mean, afterall, i lived in a shady neighborhood for years... anyway, i was standing in line and these 2 guys walk in and there talking like their all gangster and stuff and who knows? maybe they were, the one guy saying, "i want something to eat" and his friend saying, "i don't want food, i could eat pussy"... and then they were talking about hurrying up before these other guys came along with their "gats" to shoot them up... eesh... was it all talk or was it real? i just kept willing the guy behind the register to hurry up and repeating to myself, 'trust in the Lord'... and obviously i'm alive or you wouldn't be reading this story right now

so yeah my homeless friend is a whole other story i'll tell at some point... mean while, i haven't filed my taxes and i owe money and my last paycheck was crappy and my next 2 paychecks will be crappy as well and if i don't pay comcast on my next check i will lose my tv and internet service... tv i don't care about, but internet i do... so i'll have to do the old bill shuffle routine until my checks go back to normal... it's not the first time this has occured and i'm sure it won't be the last, but at least i don't have credit cards anymore...

and i've really got to start flying home instead of driving... it's just too long and it takes away 2 full days of family time...

i don't think i've said this much in ages... it's cuz my mom was here and i wanted to spend time with her in the real world... now she's gone and i can turn my attention back to you well not all my attention... someone special gets more of that now...

*peace*

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