this new job is surely a test... of my patience or lack of... of my ability to keep smiling when i want to cry... i failed that test and cried... but i am a big cry baby anyway so i always fail that test... today i'm in a room to do a cystoscopy (sticking a scope into the urethra to look inside the bladder) and the anesthesiologist is trying and trying to give the guy a spinal... it went on and on and finally i prayed and said,"please Lord help him get the spinal"... and at that very moment, he got it! I love how God listens